This is really hard for me to write cause it brings back memories I have tried hard to put behind me, but I guess this is a form of therapy so here goes.
It was one of those summer holidays and this one was especially long cause my uni was on strike as is customary to naij unis, I couldn’t wait to get out of the country for a well deserved vacation. Unfortunately, my boyfriend was going to the states and I was on my way to London, I was so sad, I wouldn’t get to see him for two whole months but my consolation was that we would talk on the phone almost everyday, with that note we kissed and said our goodbyes. I was looking forward to a great summer, I had no idea it was one I would never forget.
It all started one day when I met up wiv some friends, they brought along a guy that they go to school with and we all went out to see a movie. After the movie, the guy asked for my number and I gave it to him, we started talking on the phone and I made it clear to him that I had a boyfriend and all we would be were friends and he seemed alright with that. We met up a few times and everything was all good and we became friends.
One day, I met him at the station near his house, we were off to see a movie, and then he suddenly remembered that he left his wallet at home and he had to go get it and I was like okay let’s go. When we got to his house he proceeded to show me around his crib, as he was showing me his room, I sat on the bed and started looking at pictures. He started kissing me and I told him to stop, he didn’t listen, I started to push him off and he started to grip me harder, I began to shout and scream, he forced me on my back, I started to beg, he told me he knew I wanted him and I should stop fronting, I started to cry and beg, he told me to shut up or he’ll dump my clothes in water. That’s when it happened, I never experienced such pain, I felt so helpless, I just closed my eyes, sobbing and praying for everything to be over. He got off me and I got dressed, as I was leaving he tried to kiss me, I cried all the way home.
To be continued……………………………
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8 comments:
Oh dear! I feel so sorry for your traumatizing experience. Some men just behave like animals. That guy should rot in jail! I surely hope you reported him as for sure, it scarred you for life. But as some time passed now you should just face it and realize it passed. Now you are better. Thank God you didn't get sick or something and you have to gather all your strength and move on.
Even if you haven't mentioned yet what happened to the guy, I believe that the wheel is always spinning and he will definitely get what he deserves at the end of the day.
Girl, I really feel you cuz I was close to this once as well. It's scary, awful, painful, just like a dark pit; now it's behing, the future is ahead. Your future shows light and hopes. Go grab those lovely experiences waiting for you in ahead!
*hugs*
Omg! Thats terrible..Men of now adays are just somethin else..I tell you.I hope your ok now tho?
thanks for stoppin by yawl, im good now, it happened like 3yrs back.
Hmmmm...no comment till i've read part 2
uhmm... kpele ohh..
WTF?!!!!!
Ide
wow. i can only imagine what kind of memories u'll have. thank God u're ok now.
I READ THIS LAST WEEK, LEFT A COMMENT I DON'T THINK IT POSTED. I FELT SO BAD, I AM SO SORRY BUT GLAD THAT YOU ARE STRONG TO SPEAK UP ABOUT THIS TO HELP OTHER WOMAN.
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